This man is genius

http://szymon.tumblr.com/

SO I don't have to be.

Bottoming Out. Again.

Going over my behaviour today - I don't think I would be at a complete loss to say that I am over my head in misery.

I've just checked in (ha!) at Doctor Mama and in a weird coincidence (Synchronicity?) the first post up is about recognising the signs of depression. Hoorar! I have 6 for a diagnosis! Do I just walk away this time or treat it?

(It could be the season. It is winter. It could be the changes around here. It could be being priced out of currumbin (still!). It might just be chemicals in my brain)

The thing is, D has been point this out to me for weeks. He's been prodding and saying things aren't alright. It's nice to be selectively deaf at points. Ack. I hate feeling so miserable sometimes...

L is being hard at the moment, really, really, really hard. The idea of another day tomorrow and not enough sleep is enought ot drive me crazy.... yet... the brain isnt winding down too easily tonight. Lots of friendly thoughts rushing.

Tomorrow the sun comes up - it will be okay in the light.

Maybe.

eh?

It's been a long time between drinks. I'm going to, like, upload, like, an SPC pic soon. OMG!